Right now, I agree with Bobby's version....*

[vanillafluffy]

I'm in a thoroughly evil mood. I'm sad and overly sensitive, and if I need hand-holding, it's to keep me from slapping people who make light of my feelings or contradict me in any way. Right now, I'm not logical, I'm not entirely sure I'm sane---I went to WalMart Friday evening and was hallucinating Kat everywhere---and it takes very little to set me off.

I'm also recuperating from my annual case of tonsilitis. Usually that's accompanied by a full-on head cold and respiratory congestion, but this time it was 95% tonsils. I've slept about 16 of the last 48 hours, which I guess I needed, and I still feel like crap.

GK arrives tomorrow (en famile), will be in a hotel, as hubby's job pays for it, at least the first few days when he'll be working. There's supposedly a hot tub on the premises, which would be divine if the weather would warm up. (She was saying on the phone that she checked the local Florida temps on line, and that we're as cold as she is in Massachusetts!)

And IMO FWIW, Valentine's Day SUCKS.

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* And if you don't know what I'm talking about, the answer is in "An Answer to Prayer", which I posted a couple days ago. And it's being ignored. I'm getting more response from the Pit of Voles, which doesn't lighten my mood any.

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Comments

[pwcorgigirl.livejournal.com]

You're sane, sweetie. I "saw" my dad everywhere for a few months after he died. The mind fills in what the heart misses for a while. {{{hugs}}}

I also agree Valentine's Day sucks on the grounds that you should love the people you love every day and not fall for a stupid retailing tricks once a year.

[vanillafluffy.livejournal.com]

Thankfully, I didn't go through that with my dad, but I'd been used to lounging against the doorjamb and chatting with him about this and that, and for quite a while, I'd have an experience, and think of telling him about it, and the skreeching halt my heart came to when I realized I couldn't.

I have gotten a lot more open about telling people I love them "just because"...which is another reason I hate feeling so edgy right now. I don't want to alienate anyone, I just wish certain people would stop acting like they're putting me down for my own good. Yes, sometimes I'm a bit of an idealist, yes, I can be very stubborn at times, and HELL YES sometimes I can be downright bitchy. They can either cut me some freaking slack or unfriend me. Pick one. (Obviously I don't mean YOU, I'm just venting. And I know you understand that!)

The GOOD thing about the stupid retailing tricks is, tomorrow there will be some excellent bargains of chocolate.

And now, having ranted, I'm gonna go fix some dinner and watch some figure skating....

[pwcorgigirl.livejournal.com]

Babe, the world needs more stubborn idealists. It's a better place because of them.

I wish I could enjoy those bargains on chocolate. Damned triglycerides!

[karaokegal.livejournal.com]

Hey, babe. Sorry to hear things are crap, especially in comment-ville. (It's not like Chase/Stacy is a big comment magnet either, FWIW.)